I am not reading that essay just to understand your details

sounds like ur relationship is done, ur gf is acting like a bitch to u for a reason
best thing to do is just let it go and live ur life and mb in a month or 2 she might end up missing u and come back, if not, fuck it, move on

to the ppl complaining abt the long read u dont have to read it the reason i wrote so much was cuz i wanted to give as much detail as possible so i can get constructive feedback that can help me come back to reality....another update for u guys is i broke up with her and shes tripping on me if im with another girl but i dont give a fuck im glad shes hurt and wondering who im with and what im doing the fukd up thing is i know if she wants to come back ill accept her but ill keep refering back to this forum for some strength to get me over her and not go back....thanx for the advice most of u guys told me what i wanted to hear which i thought was right and that is that im not really wrong in the situation and also i need to move on and that shes taking advantage of me all of which i knew but still felt better after posting...u guys rock maybe can get out from underneath the rock im living and start visiting some revscene meets and get out more

Yea...... I'm kinda surprised you got decent feedback a lot of the time you get a lot of bitches no offense to the nice people on here that give decent answers. Good job though put you do probably wanna get help with the whole depression thing
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I've got some time on my hands ... SO ..

OP:
Nerdy brown guy
needy as fuck
slit his wrists for attention, probably to just say he's "been there, done that"
needy as fuck
needy as fuck
has a vagina

OP's GF:
Brown girl who matured late physically
Before maturing physically, she was probably not so hot, and thus had low self esteem, and fell for a needy loser.
Now she's hot and wants to leave aforementioned needy loser


That's pretty much it. I will say it was a LOL reading this thread.

^ :rofl:

^^^^^^^^ LOL that's revscene for yah
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wow started reading your long post OP and all I could think is she didn't change... you did. After the cheating you became more questioning about her loyalty. She wasn't the one who cheated. All I have to say is I hope she realizes she is better off now. And to you, I think you need to spend some time working on yourself.

i read that long post.

You sounded like a high school kid. Slit your wrist? wtf?

Maybe you need to hang out with your friend rather than gf 24/7