Originally Posted by Jason00S2000
(Post 8053025)
Parents divorced when I was 11
Mother was bipolar and she started drinking and smoking, going out and having fun
Father was a complete beta male who ignored me and spent more time with my brother
Never had any clothes to wear to school, ended up wearing the same shit day after day, had to steal fries and lunch from one of my best friends who is/was on this board. Hard to learn when you're always hungry and felt like you didn't belong at school or at home. I was bullied and I bullied other kids that were unfortunate to be even lower ranked than I was. I had no sense of who or what I was, I was so timid and shy because nobody ever talked to me at home or listened to me, or ever asked me anything about what I liked, or who I thought I could be some day. Kids pick up on that shit fast, and when you're the awkward kid it just invites cruelty. Especially when you're poor at a rich school like Eric Hamber.
Ended up switching to 11 different schools, moved between both parents several times as neither of them wanted a 6 foot tall, 180 pound kid devouring all food in sight, also I interfered with any social life/dating they wanted to do, where as my 6 year younger brother was still a quiet 9 year old
Tried correspondence, but then my father would drop me off at Waterfront Station and I had to work on a bench on the inside of the noisy atrium. I would then wander back up to North Van by sneaking onto the seabus, then I would sneak into the Lonsdale rec center and work out until I could be let back into the house at 4 PM. He left me with no money for food the entire time, or maybe a couple bucks if I was lucky. I admit that I begged for cash sometimes.
This went on for quite awhile, I had absolutely no friends and no self-esteem, I wanted to kill myself for the longest time
I then managed to use a piece of shit computer hobbled together with my dad's spare parts and I got into modeming, and I went onto local chat boards and met up with people 6 or so years older than me, and my old friend with the Supra lifted me up and cared for me more than my worthless shithead father ever did.
I slept on floors, had a futon in a rat infested basement I called home for a few months, it gets a bit blurry here, but at like... 16... I started working shitty, SHITTY jobs. Over time I became a bit more self-sufficient before I moved back home for a few months. Then I was completely neglected, again, and blamed for everything bad that happened in my family, I was a complete black sheep. I was sent to live with a chinese family at 49th and Victoria for a summer, the asian mom was so sweet and caring. I love chinese hospitality and their sense of family for this reason. I had to leave there because it was so far from work in North Van and I felt shame leeching them for food and bus fare during my unpaid couple weeks of work
I lost that job after like a month because the bus broke down one morning and the iranian boss accepted 0 excuses. I then met this girl in Maple Ridge, and her family was wonderful and let me stay there. I got my first taste of what a FAMILY was supposed to be, and I was happy! I couldn't believe it.
A few years went by and I started getting less shitty jobs, they were SUPER shitty, like digging ditches in Mundy park in February at 3c in the pissing rain for $7 an hour. My life was a nightmare, I had to commute there on a bicycle with a broken chain from where the Shell station is on the Mary Hill Bypass. I lived in a basement suite eating the cheapest, greasiest ground beef and pork, along with kraft dinner. I bought an '82 Rx-7 with 1 dead rotor for $300, drove that to a farming job I got that summer and I made $10 an hour!!! I managed to afford a replacement engine for the Rx and I was loving life. Banged a bunch of hot chicks and I started to understand that I could be happy and live well. Kept my chin up and began getting better jobs.
Moved to White Rock to my mom's as she allowed me to stay there while taking a computer course to get some more skilled jobs. Around the end of my schooling my mom flipped her lid because she was sick of my $400-500 a month food bills and how no man wanted to date her because her son lived with her, so she made her choice and I was booted out, again.
Then I got a better job, surfed clubvibes.com for a year, fucked tons of cute girls, TONS, lost the job after 9/11, she killed herself, I moved to Costa Rica, learned to sell porn, and life has been an incredible series of ups and downs(more ups than downs) ever since.
You could say that high school was difficult for me |