wow its been 5 days since i've been away from my pride and joy. today i found out my baby will be written off and i was seriously wanting to cry

. i didnt think my car was that big of a part in my life, but now that its not by my side, i'm very depressed, very sad, very hard to explain the feelings. why is it like that. at first i thought oh well get it written off and get a new one. but now i'm siting here, or siting in the garage looking at the empty spot where she use to sit. its reminds me of all the happy times that shes brought me, all the hard times we've been through. i'm very very sad right now