[underscore]

after not seeing you for so long, and only hearing from you once via text a couple weeks ago, I run into you at a party and when you see me you come running up and give me a big hug when we've rarely hugged before. You talk to me for a brief bit then take off and I don't talk to you again the rest of the night as you're all over your boyfriend being all cute. What the hell. I go and ask the bartender for a shot that is the flavour of the coolers we got drunk with on the very eventful night that I told you my feelings for you (it truned out to be delicious) so I drank a tonne more and had a few different girls all over me but I couldn't stop tihnking about you. I fire back another two shots with a friend and turn away from the bar only to see the girl that I'm currently persuing making out with some guy. a few minutes later I see them going at it again.


I hate my life. From now on no more passing up potential hook-ups because I think that I'm close to having a serious relationship with a girl.