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okay what the fuck just happened?
iuno if you told him to call me, but he calls me to tell me to back off because you feel uncomfortable seeing me? i didn't even plan for that to happen... it was just a coincidence that i saw you that day with some other guy that you just met. it makes me just as uncomfortable seeing you too.. it hurts me everytime i see you and know that you're happier without me in your life. you know after that time i saw you, i proceeded to have 4 more in that half hour. i'm on my 10th now and its only been two weeks. that's as much as i have in 2 months.. i just don't get it.. making me feel guilty for something i didn't do. okay so maybe it was because of telling you what i've been doing, but it's just me being curious as to what you would say and to see if you at least still care for me.. but it doesn't sound like you do and i don't know why i can't stop thinking about you. i know i should stop, but i just can't...
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