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muteki · 04-01-2009, 04:16 AM

Awesome! I have class in 3 hours and I still can't sleep.
Sigh. I miss my barrier.

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One day when you need someone I won't be around... Instead I will be off elsewhere.
I wonder why at this point I hold you more important than other things offered to me.
Perhaps, I should just take up the offers and leave. You seem to be okay with it.

Sometimes we end up running too fast we forget what we left behind and by the time we remember and turn around, it's no longer there.

/emo

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Hopefully this doesn't end up like the other 100x times I've tried.
Maybe things have gotten better...
I really hope so because I didn't know what else to do when I found out, I thought I would just follow along then.
Sadly the hands of time doesn't wait for us and continues forward no matter how much we try to resist.

I don't regret my decision but I will miss the fact that you understood my feelings and never left me behind because of that.
I'm glad that I was able to enter your life and be apart of it.
It was the only time I didn't have to worry about my biggest fears...
I'm finding much harder to stand on two feet like this, but perhaps it is easier than putting on a fake smile and facing the world.
We'll just have to wait and see. I feel like I've sacrificed confidence for honesty, I wonder if it was worth it...
Thanks again for being there when I needed someone the most.

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So now I find out the only thing I was looking forward for summer semester is not happening.

01/04 - Day of bad news for the past 3 years for me. Sigh.

04-01-2009, 04:16 AM	#2003
muteki 無敵 Join Date: Jul 2005 Location: Vancouver Posts: 4,320 Thanked 407 Times in 151 Posts Failed 33 Times in 17 Posts	Awesome! I have class in 3 hours and I still can't sleep. Sigh. I miss my barrier. ----- One day when you need someone I won't be around... Instead I will be off elsewhere. I wonder why at this point I hold you more important than other things offered to me. Perhaps, I should just take up the offers and leave. You seem to be okay with it. Sometimes we end up running too fast we forget what we left behind and by the time we remember and turn around, it's no longer there. /emo ----- Hopefully this doesn't end up like the other 100x times I've tried. Maybe things have gotten better... I really hope so because I didn't know what else to do when I found out, I thought I would just follow along then. Sadly the hands of time doesn't wait for us and continues forward no matter how much we try to resist. I don't regret my decision but I will miss the fact that you understood my feelings and never left me behind because of that. I'm glad that I was able to enter your life and be apart of it. It was the only time I didn't have to worry about my biggest fears... I'm finding much harder to stand on two feet like this, but perhaps it is easier than putting on a fake smile and facing the world. We'll just have to wait and see. I feel like I've sacrificed confidence for honesty, I wonder if it was worth it... Thanks again for being there when I needed someone the most. ----- So now I find out the only thing I was looking forward for summer semester is not happening. 01/04 - Day of bad news for the past 3 years for me. Sigh. __________________ Last edited by muteki; 04-01-2009 at 01:55 PM.