[ecchiecchi]

Honestly, stop being so insecure about yourself and our relationship- there's absolutely no reason to be. What members of my family do is not my matter. Why do I have to be judged based on their actions?

Why do you always have the need to push me away? Is it to see if i like you enough to give chase?

Really, there's no reason for these things to even happen. Can't you even have just a little bit of trust in me?

It's mentally exhausting to always argue about this topic. And don't tell me to leave because I think it's exhausting because I actually care for you enough to keep on taking the beating.

So please, have more confidence in yourself and what we have together. =[

PS: And cutting of any forms of conversation with me is not gonna solve anything. I know you're reading this so turn of your phone, unblock me from your msn, and replace the receiver on your landline.