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Seems meaningless and useless now.
I know you're going to tell me it's not. But it is. I never wanted this in the first place if I knew.
But that's my fault for not knowing what type of person you are and jumping into things.
If I had to do it all over again, I wouldn't. It was not worth the sacrifice.
That's why I no longer feel anything. I no longer want to put effort into something like this, afterall it's a waste of energy.
On other note, you make my day. I can't believe the great timing, why is it that you've manage to be there at all the right moments and yet the only thing we can do is communicate through such means. Sigh. Perhaps next year... Another year, without seeing you would be too harsh, when you're the only one...
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