Originally Posted by hongy
I usually don't expect a response from anyone in this thread, but I really need someone to tell me either I'm an idiot, or thats its part of life, or anything.
Why did I waste the last 8 months of my life on you. Why did I not listen to everyone, for god's sake even your ex warned me about you and all the misery you'll bring into my life. My god even my sister found out about you through her friends and warned me.
For the past 8 months I've spent time, and energy on one girl. I could've went with other people yet I always ended back with you. I know you're not suppose to put a girl on a pedastel, that no girl is "too good for you" yet you were my princess. Everytime you felt upset I was there. I took care of you when you were sick. I worried over all the minute details, such as your school work, your job, your health, basically everything. From what I've heard, and past experiences this kind of comes with the honger package.
I've given up my friends, my school life, my family all to be with you, and for what? So that some guy you've talked to for a whole fucking week, suddenly tells you that he likes you and you run off with him? Did our time together mean nothing to you?
We slept together, ate together, basically fucking lived together. Yet you can so easily give that up for some mother fucking honger shit bag. (I've noticed that despite me being named hongy, I've grown to hate hongers) FUCK, I even kissed you just a few days ago and everything was fine. Why is it so easy for you to let go of us, for some guy.
^^That is basically how I felt, yeah probably the dumbest thing I could've done considering my age (16btw, yeah I have no idea what love is but this felt like half way there or something)
No matter how much I want to smoke, I always end up remember how much you don't want me to, so I don't.
For this past week I've been busy, haven't had time to call you, and I missed a few of your calls, so you go find someone else?
Long ass read, but yeah. Break ups at 1 in the morning is shit. I'm glad you didn't talk to me in real life, or else I would've fucking killed you.
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