To the women I shouldve treated better:
Frances: your voice, your face, your chest. Simply divine. You deserved much better.
Nicole: what I thought was boring turned out to be the most comfortable co-habit I've experienced. Spidey'n'Spence with splenda.
Nicole2: you're a freaky lil devil and I shouldve given you more of me.
Mich: I really fucked up. I'll always regret it. Why did you have to ask? Why?
Tia/Sandy/Xina: why in the world I ever cared what people would think is beyond me. We were happy. That's all that shouldve mattered.
April: Blasse to mask that I wasn't that into you. I used you. It was selfish. I know now that we'd get along quite well. I can't watch 24 without thinking about what an ass I was.
Julie: I shouldve been better to you for who you are now; not what you did before. Wild'n'great. Vampire bites.
Cecilia/Kathy: I shouldve never judged you. I shouldve just taken my place as a side-dish.
Nadine: I was young, stupid, way too optimistic and cocky. I'm sorry if I had anything to do with the path you've now chosen. You were my first. I've kept the two promises, and I always will.
Jen: wouldve been very different if I knew then what I do now. Very different.
Rony: you're smart, beautiful, funny. Smitten from years ago. I never shouldve rushed things. How different it couldve been.
If I could I'd grant you all the favor of not knowing me. But I'd like to believe it's helped shape who we are today. I take solace in that. I have to. To know I traded what we had for a mirage cheapens it all that much. And for that, I'm truly sorry.
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