[hongy]

Not being able to sleep and not eating are just the basics. Sleeping but waking up is torture. Because you don't know how to separate from someone you loved. You can't even tell anyone else becuase you're afraid that they'll think of them badly
and so you cry by yourself. we're over we're finished yet only memories of good times pop up. The more and more you try to erase them, the longer the days get. so it feels like you're breaking up with them for 365 days.
But the thing that hurts the most, is that I don't think they're even thinking about me. I'm doing this alone. That perosn has already forgotten all about me, and is no happy. You really wish you were dead, but you don't have the courage, all because you're afraid that won't ever get to see her again


You're my wife still. You no longer say we broke up, rather we're just on a break from one another. I've got 9 years left. I can't wait to have you back.