Note to self:
She's been cheating on her boyfriend with you for 11 months and counting. You aren't falling for her, you're mixing lust with love. Yes, 11 months is a while but time is nothing more than a subjective duration. The fact that she's cheating shows she's neither loyal or has integrity. You're overthinking about her, she has a cute smile and pleasant attitude but keep in mind she's still cheating. You can delete her number, but the sex won't be coming in and you'll only look insecure. If you date her, you'll be the rebound and sleeping with one eye open. Understand that, if you date her you're self-respect and value in yourself will go down. You'll be happy but she'll have that much control over you. You're mixing lust with love and having a bad case of wanting what you can't have. Don't delete her number, you'll lose something great. Sex with no strings, it's not what you want sincerely. But, just realize this and continue being her friend with benefit. There are plenty of girls out there, you just don't have options atm.
- Realization Rossi
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