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I feel like I need to go back to being bad to forget the fact that you could have changed my life. Seeing you study made me want to work hard, since you disliked smoking so then I stopped, you slept early- so we talked on the phone until we are tired and both went to bed together. Now I'm back to my old habits, idk I feel like there's no one to help me, talk to me, comfort me. It's a hollow, empty feeling that nothing can fill and it hurts even more and more everyday.
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