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Its true; time heals everything...
If you compare my current state of mind versus my state of mind from 3 months ago; I’m much better; I no longer feel as “sad” about the entire situation anymore. But does this mean I don’t love you anymore? I’m not sure…
I still think about you. Not as much as before; you are not in my mind every single waking minute anymore; but you are still there a lot.
I’ve learned to accept it. I no longer waste my time wishing and hoping for something Disney to happen. I’m done with that. I’m done with trying to make those Disney moments happen.
I wonder what will happen when you find out; Will you break down like the first time? Will you just act cool and pretend like its nothing? Will you care? Will you tell me not to? It will never work. I know it won’t.
Maybe in another life. Or in the future. I hope something will bring us together again.
I will never forget you. You are the most special to me.
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