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Originally Posted by PK-EK
Its true; time heals everything...
If you compare my current state of mind versus my state of mind from 3 months ago; I’m much better; I no longer feel as “sad” about the entire situation anymore. But does this mean I don’t love you anymore? I’m not sure…
I still think about you. Not as much as before; you are not in my mind every single waking minute anymore; but you are still there a lot.
I’ve learned to accept it. I no longer waste my time wishing and hoping for something Disney to happen. I’m done with that. I’m done with trying to make those Disney moments happen.
I wonder what will happen when you find out; Will you break down like the first time? Will you just act cool and pretend like its nothing? Will you care? Will you tell me not to? It will never work. I know it won’t.
Maybe in another life. Or in the future. I hope something will bring us together again.
I will never forget you. You are the most special to me.
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I know exactly what you mean. I also wished for those Disney moments. It's hard to let it go because there's just no way you can let go. It will continue to follow you in your life because she meant so much to you. Ask yourself if you would get back together with her if you had the chance. Will you be able to forget about all the unhappy times and negative feelings you had when you parted? If you can't answer that, then DON'T DO ANYTHING and figure that shit out first. Don't count on something to bring you together. If you really want it, go and get it. If it works then good for you, if it doesn't then you know you've tried your best.
If anything there are friends when you need them. See you at the next CRSX DIY.. or we can hang out if you're feeling down.