[Jsunu]

Hanging out with you yesterday was different. That huge wave of pain that swept over me the last time we meet was replaced by just a void. Not bad void though, it just means that I don't have you in my heart anymore.

Even though you talked on and on about your new boyfriend, I didn't care anymore as I used to when I stumbled on your facebook page.

I then began to see you objectively, not only noticing the flaws but also the simply beauty that you possess which made me fall in love with you. I started to remember the great times we had, those beautiful heartfelt moments where we had embraced not willing to let each other go. Remembering how you said you loved me and it actually meant something real rather than a simple platitiude that couples say to each other. Those times when I grinned as I tasted your god awful cooking, but yet still loving the fact that you spent cooking for hours just for me. And those times where we spent in bed just looking into each others eyes lost in each other.

All those memories are now removed from pain, like a cancer leaving the body. So I gladly take this void I am feeling with you and replacing it with the happy memories we shared. Although we will never be together again, those moments of happiness will never leave me.