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fucking shit. you wanted to talk to me when i drove you home, you wanted to say something to me and i can just see it in ur eyes. dont even try to lie to me. you just wanted to say goodbye to me in person just as an excuse to tell me something but you didnt spit it out. from that moment i was going to come clean, but no, i guess it wasnt the right time yet. i cared for you the whole day, watching a movie, then chilling a bit, and hey i was going to teach you how to drive when you could have fucked my car up easily.
you dont want me to go clubbing constantly probably because you want me beside you. problem is, im going because you're not with me. fuck you're making my life so miserable and confusing right now. im going through smokes and losing my appetite each day just because im stressed over this matter. i feel like i want to just hide in a hole and forget this ever happened, forget we ever met, and forget all the things we did
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