btw thanks alot for the tips !Nhan.
i didnt plan on filming it.. but her friend saw me holding the bunch of roses so she hid behind a wall and filmed it.. add me on facebook
(with no spaces) if you want to see the video. i privated it. when you add me leave a msg and tell me what your username on rs is.. i dont just add random people haha.
you cant hear what i said, but i basically said hi
then i said something along the lines of: "i know we are just friends and i dont want anything more."
then i whipped out the flowers and she kept saying omg and started to smile.. but she didnt just smile, she started to put her hands on her head then started to straighten out her hair or sth
i then said: "the only thing more i want is you to be my prom date"
and she just said "ill think about it"
and at that point i got kinda upset and just gave them to her and walked away..
went to my locker and grabbed what i needed and didnt go to school the rest of the day lol.. went for a really long walk while the sun was out..
ilvtofu drove to my school and we chilled for a bit more than a hour and i went home.. just came home and mom is spazzing out at me for really stupid shit.. mood wasnt that great this morning and im pretty mad right now lol.. well not entirely cause she didnt give me a yes no reply, but honestly, i really love going to school because of the people there. theres nothing like saying good morning, shaking hands and high fiving people in the hallways and clowning around everyday.. but today i just left school and didnt want to see anyone..
but yeah i really hate my parents. they arent supportive at all. they want me to walk the path they set for me and i absolutely hate that path. yes, they are my parents and i should listen to them but honestly i dont want to do shit i dont like. they are pretty strict asian parents. i dont get allowance, i have to pay for my own phone bill, clothes, and i have to pay for food when i eat out.. sigh, life isnt going the way i want it to right now.. i just hope she doesnt lead me on or "forget about that i asked". i should be always expect the best and prepare for the worst right? but looking at her body language its really weird.. she was smiling the whole time and even smiling when she walked away.. ill just hope she says yes.