[joolee]

now you want to fix things? now you want to try? after being with you for so many years and i finally had to courage to leave, now you're trying to make amends. you're so full of shit. did you not think about making things right after you cheated on me? how about all the times you lied right to my face and you knew i could see through all your lies? the times you laid your hands on me and thought i deserved it?

every single time i had faith that you might have changed this time around, my heart came back in shreds. i don't think i could continue going on like this. you broke me down so many times, i need time to pick up all the broken pieces. you're a pathetic excuse for a man but still, i genuinely wish you all the best in the future. maybe one day you could love someone as much i loved you and for that person to feel the same way towards you.