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Originally Posted by RainyBM
Because all of us are different; some will follow someone for their popularity whereas some will follow for their personality and deep thoughts. Maybe he touched her heart in a way that she found very warm. Maybe he gives her security, love...etc, everything that she wants in a guy. I too have the same thought as you at times, but taking a second glance at someone and trying to judge them as a whole is rather impossible.
This happened to friends around me also, not just random people i see. You just come to the conclusion that the problem with being friends with the girl you like is that you have to watch her be with someone that doesn't deserve her, especially when you know you can treat her better....
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Always I feel that way. Even if I don't have a car that I own and with attractive performance mods or a supercar, I know I'll even take the bus to see her.
Everytime I love and it fails, it hurts more, and it gets more serious. So serious to a point where I think I'm starting to scare myself being so paranoid about almost everything bad happening to the girl I'm with. Now I'm stuck between the line of not caring, and caring even though I watch her go out with other people I know nothing of. It's confusing and tiring at the same time trying to stop myself from thinking about it, and giving in to look through her facebook or get info from friends in her class.
I tried not loving anyone. Screwing around, texting girls, calling them up with no intentions. It was a period of time where I felt free and occupied with all these girls around me. In the end however, I realize I'm lonely once again and I want that love. I need that love.
You know the feeling of loving someone is great. But you know whats better...the feeling of knowing that someone loves and cares for you which feels the best that any man can wish for.