[BaoTurbo]

Originally Posted by RainyBM

^ I get what you mean. I'm in the same boat as you.

A car is indeed more convenient, but it'll never beat the moment you and the girl will have in a more open space area (bus, skytrain). When I daydream (yes i daydream), I always imagine myself and the girl I've always wanted to be with...holding hands, her head on my shoulder...sleeping and just letting the driver - (destiny) open up our path.

Each love experience will teach you something, you shouldn't take it as a hit. I know it will hurt, but there is nothing in the world you can do. The more you care about it, the more anxious you are to find the answer, and you'll never know if it'll be news you want to hear about.

Screwing around with girls and just talking to them with no intention is basically what I'm also doing now. I know it won't have a good outcome, but the fact that it keeps me "loved" or "a sense of importance" is what I need at the moment. I know I'll end up back from where I started sooner or later, but I really can't stand being alone...This will never be a substitute for the "one".

Sorry I can't really give any advise right now because I too am really confused and messed up...

Nah we all have inputs and its all different with perspectives and all. Sometimes a night with coffee and a smoke, talking about stories and emotions with a buddy is all it takes to feel a little bit better