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Originally Posted by 737!
dunno how to straight up tell you im not ready for a relationship. i have too much shit to deal with right now. dont really wanna lead you on and later on, fuck with your feelings because im unsure of mine. feel like we are better as good friends then a pair. D:
school is fucking killing me right now and i dont have enough time to do other shit. teacher goes through material so fucking fast and the assignments he gives out are such bullshit. bio is bullshit too. he gives us straight forward notes in class then hands us a 20ish page double sided booklet with enhanced notes for us to study. fuck i dont have time for this. was really hoping to work part time while going to school. starting to think i have a.d.d. lol. cant study for shit or maybe i just have too much on my mind right now. i dont even browse rs for more than 15 minutes daily now...
landed a bomb ass job. taking pics (my fav hobby right now) with a kickass wage at parties and dances. im free to party myself and meet people.  but i dont know how i can handle the future events.. so much shit to study and half the events end at 6-7. i have school at 8. rushing to school is bad enough. but i have to process 400+ pics during that day and study all the day's material within the day. how the fuck am i gonna handle this shit?? i dont wanna get fired lol |
are you a club photog?
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