[El Bastardo]

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Ok I’m the first to admit this is a fucked up situation that I never planned or wanted to get into

Ok quick over view. Been going out with the g/f for 11+ yrs moved in together(rent from my dad) a year and a half ago, things are ok but honestly the feeling’s are not there anymore. Just doing the same thing everyday but I’m honestly not happy. I have been feeling like this for a while but haven’t truly realized until recently which comes to my other issue.

Female friend I have known for about 6 years I have very strong feelings for (I don’t remember feeling like this about someone before) and she is dating a good friend (a type of guy that’s big and no one would think to fuck with) there relationship is DONE but she has feelings for me as well and I’m like WTF.

I would never fuck a friend over and I wouldn’t think twice about doing anything to make the situation more difficult but man I don’t know what to fucken do. Fucken hell dammit  I know the right thing to do would be break up with the g/f wait until they break up then work things with her after but I don’t fricken know.

Is that even right? I have never clicked with a chick like this before and it doesn’t help shes only 117lbs and is getting into fitness comps…… Which is a plus for sure since I’m 260 and I can guarantee she would help my fat ass get back into shape!!