I kind of grew tired of looking at your face now. Whenever I'm around you I get a really stressful feeling because I love you but you don't feel the eact same way. Something sparked between us before but now its a dead flare.
I'm working out now and that takes some stress away and keeps my mind busy with fatigue, but every single time we go out I have to break open a pacl of cigs and start stress relieving. I'm in pain and happy at the same time I don't even know what to do. People tell me to just elsewhere, but where? Where am I going to find a girl I'm willing to put time and effort into once again after I've been played out like this so hard by this one girl. Where am I going to find that courage and trust again? I don't even think ill be able to do it again. I'm tired.....
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