Yea its really tiring to give and give so much in a relationship. But not only when the other person doesn't give back anything, it puts on more emotional stress, which is the hardest to deal with a lot of the times. I find it a really confused, sad, empty feeling, like I don't want to do anything the whole day neither do I care. I just want to numb my emotions and focus on someone that doesn't even need energy to do.
When she told me she didn't and won't go clubbing, I respected that and I liked it because she was true to herself and good. Even though we aren't together anymore, when I see that she's friends with the club facebook page, there are a million things going through my head. And a millian different possibilities that I'm not sure of but I just can't stop thinking about them.
I didn't even do shit today too.....just another sad, lonely day
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