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This summer so far has been a very wonderful one except for the fact that school had to get in the way. The story begun that day when I drove you home that day...you asked me who's this girl on your phone? your girlfriend? And I said nope, I don't have a girlfriend. You thought I was lying. There was absolutely no spark going on during that time...until we just thought of chilling together in downtown one day. I had no idea what kind of person you were like during that time, but after awhile I thought you were a very fun, outgoing person. I, myself were pretty shy until you came along my life. I still ponder sometimes at exactly what point did you start liking me...
I know in every fresh relationship, one shouldn't put their whole heart into the relation. But right now I just feel like spending every second of my life with you, and from the looks of it, I think you do too. Your parent's tell you that I am the 'one' apparently, but your friends on the other hand dislike me...Will you let go because of what your friends say? According to your friends, your ex were good looking, and well me?...I have not seen them but I don't think I can even compete... I sometimes just wonder what is it that I have that wins you over. I know there are tons of better looking guys out there and you can surely find better ones too.
I know I'm supposed to be focused on school, but this summer has just been really fun and crazy with you. With you here, I just don't feel like doing anything else. Courses can be repeated, but the moments cannot... Maybe I'm just thinking too far ahead right now, but at this moment I'm starting to think about the future or rather our future...
fuckk...
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