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Originally Posted by 737!
wish i could rewind time to one and a half year ago. i was so high and mighty back then. thats also when you were still a part of my life.
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Yeah... except a few months back. I felt so damn good, like i was the happiest mothertrucker alive. Nothing could phase me, except maybe problems with family/bros, but she made everything seem alright...
steel_chain619, unfortunately, whats done is done, do yourself a favour and promise yourself not to kill yourself over the
PAST. Don't be wishing she could be yours, or wondering how she feels, or if the other guy is better. In the end, you weren't her favourite, she took a taste of you and decided she didn't like you. So what could've happened, or should've happened, doesn't matter anymore. You'll obviously miss her, but not as much and in time things will be alright. Like me, find a new sense of direction again. I too am trying to find what the fuck i want to do in life now, and what will fill this empty void in my heart that's slowly healing.
"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on." - Tupac Shakur
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Now we don't even talk anymore. Heard you got a phone again, been on the computer etc, but you ain't even messaging. I'll give you the benefit of the doubt, but if you're not going to message, after the countless attempts i have, then i'm not going to kill myself over it. All i want to fucking do is be here for you, and if you dont want it, at least tell me, cause i dont want to let such an amazing girl like you go. No, not " let go" as in love, but not talk to you again and be like strangers. I do pray for the best, and if you not talking to me is the best, which i dont know yet, then just like TOS'd picture, FUCK IT.