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You have no idea what I have been through all this years. I've been through high water. I trod on thin ice everyday, almost crumbled under the pressure and pain. I wanted to ask you where you have been all these times but I wouldn't because I have no business asking you. I knew exactly where to find you if I wished, but I chose not to as you have been off-limit to begin with. I tried so hard to fight back the urge to contact you. What I didn't expect was that you seemed to have waited for me to come back for all these years. I thought you had totally forgotten about me. However when I eventually caved in and came back to you, you said you had loved me, then said goodbye to me.
I was brutal, and so were you.
I've always wondered why I can't forget you. Now I understand why. I was so happy when I was with you. You were a slice of heaven. I had been living a miserable live and you brought me happiness, albeit for a very short period of time. The memories of you have taken over your place after we both stopped talking to each other. I'm blessed to have met you.
Fortunately, you won't have a chance to know about all these. Even if I see you in the future I'm not gonna tell you about it. Even if you ask me what had happened to me I'd just smile and say nothing. You'd think that I have been happy all along because that's what I want you to think.
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