[kevin7352]

Originally Posted by dhillon09

I try to stay out of this thread ..

no offence but, it sounds like you're in your first relationship. It sucks because you expect the the other person to share the same emotions, and the same level of emotion, but unfortunately here it's not the case. You're naive for believing that, but learn from your mistakes. The fact that she's alway the one leaving you when you fight should tell you something. Sometimes a third person's perspective can be the most sane.

She's your first, you're gonna think the following
1) I want to marry her
2) She's the only one for me
3) She's so amazing, I'll never find a girl like her
4)We fight a lot but it's worth it because we love each other
5) I'll never find someone like her ever again

It's bullshit. You may/may not be in love with her, but she seems like she likes the idea of you, but doesn't really love you. You gotta look past this. Say she leaves you, what's gonna happen? Depressed for a week or two, then you decide fuck this shit, she's not worth it. Start going to the gym, start busting your ass in school, a few months go by and whose going to be in the better place? Part of growing up is learning when something is going to work, and when it isn't. Never ever fall into the trap of thinking "we've been together xx amount of years, omg, I can never leave her".

Spoiler!

yo phozy, train for our race instead