I miss you so much ... not a day goes by that I don't think about you. You were perfect for me, and I took care of you. I treated you good, I gave you priority before everything else. Yeah .. schools tough now and I ignored you and I know you've been missing me but you have no idea how much I miss you. I think about you everyday when I wake up, and before I go to sleep. You didn't give me a purpose in life .. but you made my existence that much more enjoyable. Fuck I miss you so much, I can't wait until exams are over and I can finally treat you right ... you don't deserve this, nor do I. I'm suffering so much with out you.
I had a dream earlier on in the day, I loaded you up with 405lbs and pulled 6 raw reps, no straps .. nothing. Sigh ... I'll see you soon enough. You're a bad bitch.