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The gift of choice is such a blessing to have. It's our freedom and right. Why is it at the same time such a curse and disease? You chose not to like me. I cannot change your mind, it's your right. I can't help feel that you're going to miss out. Again all those qualities that you've listed kind, generous, fit, caring, confident, etc. You just proved to me that none of these things matter. But what matters is the feeling.
I didn't ask for an answer yet or do anything special. But you told me that we had no feelings. I can only offer my hand on this incredible journey but if you refuse it, I only wish you the best. It truly hurts to hear you say that. Yet I am going to still ask for that answer. As the revolver has 6 chambers and I feel that all 6 are filled with rounds. I will still pick it up and shoot. I will ask you the question. Yet I know the answer. I have nothing to lose and all to gain.
This won't break me. I've learned lots from you. You're truly the most spectacular woman I've met. If you deny me this time, I'll be fine. But I promise I will come back for you.
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