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The following is a reply from the anonymous member
To be honest, I am very thankful for all these feedback and comments, I do value them alot as I believe I was clueless of what I was doing for the past half a year. And by posting my story here, I know I will get called all these nasty names and I know it is very stupid of me and "douchy" to do whatever I did in the past.
one person here said that..." at the end...its your current GF that will be there for you.." and the other person said " love is a decision...not an emotion you feel"...that got me thinking alot for the past 2 days...
I know this sounds stupid but My GF and I have been doing long distance for almost a year and its very difficult for me...Obviously I know this is definitely not an acceptable reason to do what I did...but sometimes i just wanna say...its really hard.. (yes I am still a douche of what I did).
I do care about my GF still...maybe not in eyes of you guys because I didnt mention a single thing about my GF....
but you know that feeling when you wanted something really bad and you couldnt get it? Sometimes I have that feeling about the other girl..again...I know its stupid...but I agree to all of you that this is probably temporary and get my head straight of whats right and wrong..
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Originally Posted by MG1
She taught me right from wrong and always told me to stay positive and help others no matter how small the deed - that helping others gives us meaning to carry on. The sun is out today and it's a new day. Life is good. I just needed a slap in the face.
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