[El Bastardo]

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A little background on me, I'm a 20 year old university student and mentally Im a virgin. What I mean by that is that I have had sex about 20-25 times but every time it was with an escort I paid anywhere from $120 to $250 for. Im really tired of this and cant do it anymore. It all started when my gf broke up with me about 2 years ago (we never had sex and we went out for months) and after that I started going on sketchy foreveralone forums and it just went down from there. Then I started seeing escorts. I dont have any troubles talking to women, I just dont have the charm to ever get them in bed. My commute is about 1.5 hours each way to school so its harder to find anyone because I dont live on residence.


Im not sure what to do, i've tried clubbing, bars, girls in my classes but i cant get anything. IT sounds like I dont have confidence but In reality I do and can make girls laugh pretty often.


I guess I just need advice on how to get more game, i even opened up a POF account and probably sent over 1000 messages and never got any responses or got rejected a few replies later. I've even thought about getting chem. castrated so I wouldn't have to think about women and just focus on school and work, and lately its becoming a good possibility.


Any help is appreciated


Thanks