Had a crush on this girl for about 6 years (since we were younger, now we've grown to young adults, won't specify age but its not far off from high school) told her about a year ago I had a crush on her for that long.. but she was unsure.. she was happy to hear it but uncertain cause while we were younger she liked me too (but the opportunity if it being something bigger then "young love" was unlikely and I didnt want it to end quickly.. like few young relationships) so i waited it out... to tell her the previous year.. so just recently she told me she feels like shes using me and doesnt think there is any chance of it ever happening.. but wants to stay the close close close friends we were the 5 years before ive told her... (im sort of certain its unlikely that will be do-able...) unsure what to do now.. im sure a lot will say move on.. lol i understand that, just it was rough to find out after all that. full of mixed emotions now wondering what to do cause i really did like her, was there for her every moment of her life through all the ups and downs.
is it worth it to still like her and hope for another day, but along with that move on susp:? or should i just completely forget about her after so long.. been going happy, sad, hyper, laughing, etc all day.. maybe it just hasnt set in yet? I havent been able to talk to her about it, but since all those years ive strongly stuck with not forcing her to do anything or making her feel uncomfortable. didnt want to pressure her into anything.
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