@sumaznguy
sadly yes its is at the moment difficult for the thought of that.. difficult to even say it
she doesnt want our friendship to feel awkward.. she doesnt want me to feel she is using me.
haven't felt any strong emotional pains yet.. just the tingle of a beginning lol just unsure.. she kinda wants to talk about it.. but if we do i dont want the possibility of saying something that may guilt her in feeling bad or causing more grief for me lol
oh how life is difficult
