[XplicitLuder]

hey guys, havent posted in a while since my last "winning" update haha so i thought id come back and let you guys know how its going. Well that day i said it was all cleared up i guess i thought it was when it really wasn't. we've obviously had done our business since then but we ran into a rut it seems as i wanted to do it today and she was like " WUT ITS BEEN 6 SIX DAYS " lol i guess i never made myself clear out back then but at the same time, why are we keeping track of when we do it ? Anyways, today has been a huge roller coaster.

i just decided to sit with her and actually make her listen to what i was saying and i told her everything i had on my mind and heart and she's been pretty much crying all day and saying "she's scared" because she knows what she has to do so we satisfy our needs, but she can't seem to DO em because she's scared. Iuno what's gonna happen between us right now, but whatever happens happens. If it's meant to be we'll figure it out and if not, then may time heal our wounds