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My gf of 2 years broke up with me a few months ago, I wanted to marry her. We talked about having kids, getting married, settling down and growing old together etc.

Then randomly we start talking and she decides she doesn't love me anymore, and is no longer attracted to me; bam relationship ended out of no where.

I've been trying to deal with it and get over it but it's not getting any easier. I've tried dating, seeing other women but I really have 0 desire for anything physical or anything at all.

What the fuck can I do to make this shit ass situation get better?

**Drinking makes me depressed right now so I don't do it**

EDIT-->Im 27, first serious relationship, the rest have just been 3-5 month deals.