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So the bomb has been planted!
Dropped off the box and changed the phone etc.
Had a long talk, and asked who that guy was.
Overall, I'm certain now my feelings can rest in peace. Took the time after to go home, shower and Dota2 with a couple buddies.
Long story short, she explained to me who he was and oddly enough I do believe what she was saying. I know a bullshitter when I see one, and after being with her for 2.5yrs im confident to say the facts she told me was not a lie.
Not wanting to share too much personal space here, but the main reason why she broke up was because she was stressed between me and her mother. Both her mother and her sister's marriage failed, which puts her in a bad spot. We are different in terms of nationality and her mother did have some what of a torn stuck in her towards me. Aside from that, there are other reason I do not want to list out.. *and please, no racism jokes..*
I respect my parents more than anything, so i completely understand her PoV. She told me from the start she would still be with me even if the mother disagree and she still remember what she said. She just needs time as so do i.
But I'm not perfect myself, Im not ripped or so you guys would call "sick kunt" lol
I lost my romantic side, and I mostly do stay home to relax. My personality is simple, you say you want this, I will get you that. however, i'm not the type to give out little surprises because I just dont know how to, or what to do.
She felt we're drifting further and further and watching her tear up and say, "i wish you took me out more" was like a falcon punch to the face, which i deserve.
We agreed we will still be friends and we know if we somehow get back together in the future, we know we're meant for each other. Until then, I will focus on my work, my fitness and my health as she will focus on her studies and quality time with her mom.
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