[ScizzMoney]

I realize I'm drunk. Just by thinking of this question already gives the answer. I make over 6 times what he does and you'd never have to work again. I still think about you. You were and are able to make the crudest man hold a door open for you, no one can frown around you, you are the ideal wife. I compare everyone since to you and probably always will. I'm glad you have found someone that can give your heart what it wants. But I wish you followed mine. Part of me wants you to be unattainable. Part of me wants you to be off limits to all. I now know a window that's closing when I see one. Now my problem is finding one that doesn't want a diamond window. I feel as each year goes by, finding a woman like you becomes increasingly difficult. I keep getting more protective of myself, more skeptical of women. I want to be carefree again. You brought that out in me. I used to always think I had been in love a few times, looking back it is only you that has ever had my heart.


*To the younger RS'ers here: Don't let go of a good thing over something material. Five years later, even ten, you will realize that wealth has many forms. I just happened to choose wealth that means less then than it does now. A smile on your face is worth more than anything else.