on a serious note ..
"weird" is totally up to the individual to define. i do things that people consider unorthodox; other people do things that i find odd.
you really gotta contemplate here, to know whether or not you're a homosexual. you've said that you're confused, so that could be a sign
but even if you were gay, who cares? just keep doin your thing
if a buddy of mine ever reached for my cock, you can be certain that i make sure that motherfucker never feels anything with his hands ever again
but that's just
me. if you're havin a good time with your pal there, then keep doin what you're doing