I usually don't vent online about personal stuff but this is too much right now and I need to let it out.
I'M IN SO MUCH FUCKING PAIN IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. CAN'T BELIEVE I CRIED LIKE A LITTLE BITCH OVER A BREAKUP BUT I DID. WHAT THE FUCK MAN. FUCK! THOUGHT I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE TO GO LONG TERM THEN IT ALL CAME CRASHING DOWN. WE TRIED MANY TIMES TO RECONCILE BUT SHIT JUST DIDN'T WORK OUT. I BLAME MYSELF FOR BEING TOO BIG OF A PUSSY TO DO WHAT WAS NECESSARY TO MOVE THINGS FORWARD BUT IT'S TOO DAMN FUCKING LATE. FUCKING HURTS LIKE HELL.
/rant.
Much better.