[El Bastardo]

The following is a reply from the anonymous original poster

I'm not sexually attracted to the girl I'm dating, but I am emotionally. I know saying that "we have a lot in common, we have fun together" gets the reaction of "why don't you just be friends then because friends do that". But she's someone that I can see a future with. Someone with very similar goals in life, morals, temperament, values and interests that I feel are ideal to what I want in a girlfriend. Perhaps I'm expecting a little much for my first real relationship, but that's how I feel. I don't know what's going to happen once I graduate, she has her mindset to return to her home country and I'm thinking the same too. I'm not expecting a lot in this relationship. We haven't really discussed whether it's LTR, but we're having a lot of fun, laughing and I feel really connected to her.

I feel like such a girl when I'm typing this out and searching for my non-existent vagina (I hope), but I've never been happier. Although I don't want to have sex with her now, doesn't mean I don't think I ever will. Anything can happen. Maybe she'll do something really cute and I just can't help myself but kiss her. Right now I'm focusing on building our relationship and when the next level comes, hopefully it does. I don't want to break up with her because I don't want to have sex.
I'm also not taking any medication and my testosterone level is fine according to my blood tests from the start of the month.
To answer some questions:
I agree maybe I'm fapping way too much and I'm willing to stop to see if that's the problem.. I stopped for a good month before and I think I'll start it again.
My testosterone level is fine according to my blood tests done at the start of the month.
I am not gay.
I do not work out a lot. Currently sick will pick up again.
I do feel horny at times during the day.