holy fuck i just found this thread
thanks dino
as for OP using makeup i think your so called pimple/dark circles is just an excuse for you and you just want to wear makeup.... and im guessing your girlfriend is really just a girl that's a friend or else there's noway it took her awhile to figure out
if you want to wear makeup go on ahead and "man-up" about it and dont be ashamed over it maybe then you'll have the cojones to step out of the closet too; better to be out and proud than a shut-in