[Ri2]

I've been all kinds of fucked up and for the most part, I've remembered everything. Some things I'm really embarrassed about but in the end, no point in regretting it because those are the nights where I had the most fun lol. Even when I black out, I can get the night back in bits and pieces and I put it all together eventually.

When I'm blacked out, I still see everything but it's like "movie vision" when you've smoked some pot and my reactions get slower and just more awkward... lmao