[Ulic Qel-Droma]

yeah yeah having it end in mutual agreement is all cool but you know what, you won't care as much in time. especially after you get other girlfriends.

things did end in good terms. lol. she's not attacking you, you guys are both the way you are before you met, strangers, doing your own thing. that's pretty much "good".

if you guys are friends, that's not good, that's great.

emphasis on the you wont care AS MUCH. your personality type, probably will never ever let go. whenever you think of her, you'll always wish you guys were on BETTER terms.

but that's just the way it is. you'll think of it less and less. and less. but i doubt it will ever go away.

you'll half forget when you meet a new girl.


this current girl (ex), will become nothing but a symbolic figure in your mind. if you become a playboy you'll know what i mean. as you meet more girls, you'll have less and less room in your heart and mind to remember each relationship so dearly and clearly. and the ones that end the same way, you'll just throw them in the same category as her. she'll become symbolic more than anything else. represent a kind of ending. instead of remembering girls, you'll remember her.

and if you're lucky (or unlucky) enough to go through enough relationships, one day, you'll catch yourself doing the same thing she did. and light bulb will go off in your head. and you'll make a realisation... of exactly why she choose to ignore you.

one can only truly understand something, if they do it themselves.