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We have been in this "situation" for 3 years....
in the middle. Not really friends, not lovers.....
I'd say every 7 months we have this big "fight" and stop talking to each other
(usually I just get pissed off and stop talking to her)
and she usually is the one to start talking to me agian.

We recently just become somewhat distant; I have been so busy with the new house and my project car.

she messaged me last night randomly, saying something like:
(if you're not going to talk to me) at least send me a video of your car driving so I can relive the moments I had with you driving me around

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK....
LEAVE ME ALONE!
If you're not going to leave me alone
please at least give me some sort of title...
I fucking hate this

You know, and I know
this isnt something we both are just going to forget one day.
We have been stuck in the middle here for 3 years...
Moved towns and countries.. but nothing seems to "stop" it

I don't want you poping into my life down the road when you're "ready"
and I've already settled down...
and I don't want to wait for you for the next 10 years to make up your mind.