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Old 08-28-2013, 03:41 PM   #17183
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We have been in this "situation" for 3 years....
in the middle. Not really friends, not lovers.....
I'd say every 7 months we have this big "fight" and stop talking to each other
(usually I just get pissed off and stop talking to her)
and she usually is the one to start talking to me agian.

We recently just become somewhat distant; I have been so busy with the new house and my project car.

she messaged me last night randomly, saying something like:
(if you're not going to talk to me) at least send me a video of your car driving so I can relive the moments I had with you driving me around

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK....
LEAVE ME ALONE!
If you're not going to leave me alone
please at least give me some sort of title...
I fucking hate this

You know, and I know
this isnt something we both are just going to forget one day.
We have been stuck in the middle here for 3 years...
Moved towns and countries.. but nothing seems to "stop" it

I don't want you poping into my life down the road when you're "ready"
and I've already settled down...
and I don't want to wait for you for the next 10 years to make up your mind
.
If she someday told me that she needed me.
I would drop everything to be with her.
Either it be in Richmond or HongKong.
I already have "backup" plans for everything...

Keep my house here.. and rent it out as income.
Get that Job in Richmond that the manager has begged me to accept over the last 2 years

or

If it was HongKong
I would sell my house here and use the money towards an Apartment for us in HK
and I could work a simple 9-5 job just to pay the utilities.
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