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notenoughasian · 01-23-2014, 04:55 AM

I said to myself one post and one post only, screw it. Sorry if I begin to ramble as it is 5AM when I start writing this...

December 28th, 2013

Just another night out with friends, alcohol, and clubbing. I'm already at the bar with my friends when one of my coworkers points out two girls behind me. It just happens to be you and your friend. He doesn't know about our previous encounter but of all the people, he has to point you two out?! Just my luck. I whip back around and order 1... 2... 5... more rounds of alcohol until I lose count. You're still at the bar as I walk towards the dance floor. Why couldn't... no.... why can't I just face the facts? Am I being stubborn?

Why can't I let you go?

How long has it been... almost six months and neither of us can look each other in the eye? I vaguely remember a time where you called me; that's very rare coming from you. I picked up the phone and you asked me,

"Are you mad at me?"

I didn't say anything, I couldn't say anything. What did you want me to say? If I could say something to you right now it would be,

"No, I'm not mad at you. I'm confused, I'm broken."

But my immaturity made me hang up the phone. That could've been my last chance, but yet again; I fuck up. I'm laughing at myself right now cause I tend to do that a lot, but oh well. What I'm still confused about is why, WHY your friend would come up and ask ME for a smoke? WHY ME? There's like five other smokers around and I'm the farthest away from the club, she's the one who didn't want us to talk after the incident... you think I forgot the person who pulled you away?? I saw you walk in with those three guys earlier, so why do you need me to play the good protective friend if they're your friends? My head filled with confusion, alcohol, and broken dreams, I ended up at a house party and blacked out; at least a funny picture came out of that night.

TL : DR
If you have a chance, make it count.

If you're just curious how much I spent that night, I blew around 400-500$ on drinks that night alone. (Since I know the bartenders I also get a lot of discounted/free drinks as well, so think how drunk I am...)

01-23-2014, 04:55 AM	#18266
notenoughasian NEWBIE ACCOUNT! Join Date: May 2012 Location: Underground Posts: 13 Thanked 12 Times in 2 Posts Failed 2 Times in 1 Post	I said to myself one post and one post only, screw it. Sorry if I begin to ramble as it is 5AM when I start writing this... December 28th, 2013 Just another night out with friends, alcohol, and clubbing. I'm already at the bar with my friends when one of my coworkers points out two girls behind me. It just happens to be you and your friend. He doesn't know about our previous encounter but of all the people, he has to point you two out?! Just my luck. I whip back around and order 1... 2... 5... more rounds of alcohol until I lose count. You're still at the bar as I walk towards the dance floor. Why couldn't... no.... why can't I just face the facts? Am I being stubborn? Why can't I let you go? How long has it been... almost six months and neither of us can look each other in the eye? I vaguely remember a time where you called me; that's very rare coming from you. I picked up the phone and you asked me, "Are you mad at me?" I didn't say anything, I couldn't say anything. What did you want me to say? If I could say something to you right now it would be, "No, I'm not mad at you. I'm confused, I'm broken." But my immaturity made me hang up the phone. That could've been my last chance, but yet again; I fuck up. I'm laughing at myself right now cause I tend to do that a lot, but oh well. What I'm still confused about is why, WHY your friend would come up and ask ME for a smoke? WHY ME? There's like five other smokers around and I'm the farthest away from the club, she's the one who didn't want us to talk after the incident... you think I forgot the person who pulled you away?? I saw you walk in with those three guys earlier, so why do you need me to play the good protective friend if they're your friends? My head filled with confusion, alcohol, and broken dreams, I ended up at a house party and blacked out; at least a funny picture came out of that night. TL : DR If you have a chance, make it count. If you're just curious how much I spent that night, I blew around 400-500$ on drinks that night alone. (Since I know the bartenders I also get a lot of discounted/free drinks as well, so think how drunk I am...)