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First off, sorry that you're going through this. It sucks and we all know it because most of us have been through that. That's life, just full of curve balls.
I'm also sorry to say that the relationship is over my friend. As happy as she may have seem, she's probably been thinking about it for a long long time whether you're the right person for her. The one that will spend the REST OF HER LIFE WITH. Let that set in for a while, THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. For whatever reasons, it doesn't really matter because ultimately its her set of criteria and not what you did wrong or didn't do for her.
From the looks of things, you are still young. Experiences like this will change a person and hopefully for the better. You will come out of this stronger, smarter, less vulnerable, and eventually be the right guy for the right girl.
And again, yes it sucks...RIGHT NOW. Let a couple months pass, meet new people and eventually you'll look back at this and say WOW, I'm glad this happened to me. One day at a time bro.
As a lot of guys here have mentioned, find a god bro to talk to. Tell him straight up how you feel, even about leaving this world. Talk to your parents, they love you the most and have a life time of experiences to share with you, only if you're willing to listen. Its time you surround yourself with people who love you and who you love seeing/being with.
This is not the end of the world. I'm also sad to say that shittier things will happen to you in the future, again that's just life. You mentioned starting a business with a friend and a family member. I would also recommend you not go into business with people you are close to. Just another life lesson.
It's usually not wise to ask advice like this on a forum but I've been really impressed with the group of supporting people we have in RS. Find a bro, have couple drinks, smoke some weed and just chat. Just think of all the people who would cry/hurt if you decide to leave this world. Don't waste your life for something like this. Its not worth it.
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