[westopher]

Personally, I just don't want to ask my mother for fear of making her feel inadequate as a parent. She was all the parent I ever needed and then some. I figure, my father didn't want to be part of my life, so why bother trying to force it. I think about it at times, but its not like I'd ever want a relationship with someone who is so selfish. I think I know enough about him based on one action to know I probably wouldn't like the guy. I could be wrong, but ignorance is bliss.